“I meant to call him that morning…” — Bill Melugin opens up about the heartbreaking regret he’ll carry forever
He’s the calm, composed face reporting from America’s most chaotic frontlines — a familiar figure on Fox News, often seen standing amidst dust, danger, and breaking headlines. But recently, Bill Melugin let the world see a very different side of him: a grieving son, still trying to process the sudden and devastating loss of his father to a pulmonary embolism.
“He was gone within minutes,” Bill revealed, his voice catching during a recent interview. “I had planned to call him that morning… but I thought, ‘I’ll do it later, I’m too busy today.’ And then — there was no ‘later.’”
Bittersweet day for me.
Get to celebrate the best mom a son could ever ask for ❤️
But today also marks 8 years since I lost my dad very unexpectedly to a sudden pulmonary embolism.
Don’t ever take anyone or anything for granted!
Happy #MothersDay to all! pic.twitter.com/JpW2IpSXiS— Bill Melugin (@BillMelugin_) May 12, 2024
Bill’s father, who proudly watched every broadcast, telling friends “that’s my boy up there,” died without warning. No drawn-out illness. No goodbye. Just an ordinary morning — and then, silence.
What haunts Bill the most isn’t what he said — it’s what he didn’t. The call he postponed. The hug he never gave. The simple “I love you” that will now forever live unspoken.
“I’ve reported on so much loss, so many broken families,” he said. “But I never truly understood the pain until it became my own.”
Now, every time he steps in front of a camera, he carries with him the memory of the man who cheered for him the loudest — now watching from a quieter place. And if there’s one thing Bill hopes his story reminds people, it’s this:
“Call the person you love. Don’t wait. Because sometimes… you don’t get a second chance.”
Today marks 7 years since I lost my dad very unexpectedly to a pulmonary embolism while he was at work. I still ask him to watch over me (and don’t let me screw up) before every live shot, and not a day goes by I don’t miss him ❤️
Don’t take anything or anyone for granted folks! pic.twitter.com/8Y3fqWo3Ez— Bill Melugin (@BillMelugin_) May 12, 2023